I'm just finish on my class blog.
I got so paranoid just now due to reasons.
So exhausted right now.
Got a million thing undone.
-F&N
-BIBLE study.
both which I set to finish today.
I'm feeling so disheartened nowadays.
I don't get to finish my goals on time.
The things I plan don't seem to go the way it should.
* I'm broke.
♥I miss you so much it hurts.
Every time I'm alone I wander of my thoughts.
Its all about you.
I'm on the urge to cry out every time but I know I can't.
I have to act like a strong person cause that is the view everyone gave me.
A proud and arrogant, trying to act smart girl.
I always thought you will always be there for me.
That is what you said to me at least.
My dream was shattered, it was all lies.
You said forever but it was only for that moment.
You said soul mate but it was only for that season.
I told you I didn't need your answer cause I know what it is going to be.
I don't dare to face the fact, I just want to live in my fantasy.
But I realise it isn't a fantasy anymore, a nightmare.
I don't know what to do.
A strangled smile fell from your face.
It kills me that I hurt you this way.
The worst part is I didn't even know,
now there's a million reason for you to go.
