today went to bugis(:
with june and mad,, didnt saw ANYTHING i like. zz
went to simei and brought a dull red cardigan,,
went to 201 want to look for qiuyan&joshua.
slack around there for a couple of hours and t.m pei me home.



im going to vent all my anger on this post nahs !
firstly she said she cant make it today, well its alright though.
i'm just plainly USED TO IT; and she said WALAO say until like that.. blabla.
then went to meet her and she was like SO dammed sacastic,,
prico ! why you brought a ah ma cardigan; fcuk up cans?
i hao bu rong yi found a cardigan even after searching the whole bugis.
and she was like you should go upstair see mahs !
sians, guess what ?
WHO and WHAT are YOU to be in a POSITION to say ME ?!
you didnt come to meet me today,, and how the hell i know where you brought your cardigan ?
firstly i know all you think about is him and guess what you aint throwing your attidude on me only.
HE IS your everything right.
so dont come crying everytime looking for me.
everytime when you got trouble and need a shoulder you come crying on me,
and me? when did you help me or lend me a shoulder?
all you say was ; You know he this kind of Playboy then YOU still go Stead with Him.
wow,, go think of it truly please.
you said i EVERYTIME pangseh you or never jio you out.
BUT have you ever thought that since WHEN did you jio me out before?
since when whenever you come telling me you are sad and crying blablabla,,
i wasnt there? laughs,,
and guess what seriously speaking, you aint a flirt cause i never find it that way.
but your atidude i guess theres NO WORD in my dictionary i could use to describe with.


thanks for whoever was listening to this post; sorry for that stupid post (:



i'm still at the spot where you left me,,,
and i shall contiune to wait cause i know i can trust you x33

today school brought us to a campsite like place.
our group was call the anti-SLOPE ! laughs.
cheer-; "high slope! high slope! S.L.O.P.E SLOPEEEEEEEEEEEEE!" lols.
i was horrified after the first activty which was like climbing a two story high rope?
it was just a very thin rope and my group have to walk pass.
i went half way up there and didnt dare to continue.. tears were almost falling out !
but i finish it afterall.
we had to blind fold ourselves in the second activity which took like an hour or two to complete?
we had to climb and walk on huge log; totally blind !
the last activity was about balancing i guess? but the most important factor afterall is still team sprirt ! :DDD



i found the warm i crave for so much today,,
even though it was just awhile, but i feel so happy?
no, should say sercured (:
even though it was just laying on his back but that was the warmth i always wanted from you.
the warmth you once gave me..
but not for me anymore..
i guess now all i wanted is that someone who can give me that feeling of being treasured (:

yesterday went for madeleine celebrateion(:
we waited for the bus and it was like slow? waited half an hour and decided to go to the interchange first.
candy trested us cafe cartel :DDD
took an mrt and went down to town,
chiong to cine and headed for Kbox first :)
waited and finally wenqi and june came..
order drinks and wenqi act cute to that korkor;
that finally allow us to buy alcohol..
and we call him water korkor (:
spent quite a huge amount just on alcohol
went home soon.


i cried all the way through,
all the songs just seem so sad.
i think of you inside out..
tears went dripping down again.
my heart felt as if it had stop.
it was aching.
i drink to forget you but i couldnt..
it made matter worst.
i cry like i did.
i call you but i dont remember what i say.
what i could remember was that i say about waiting..
you really make me fall down hard this time.
i went to read all your ex blog.
but i realise all were the same as me..
i guess i was one of another girl that you play?
laughs.
i think the last thing i could do is forget..
cause this time, nothings going to work out.

my birthday celebration;
it start off very dissapointly..
i know who are the friends now.
dont come running to me anymore; dont break my heart again.
i take friends much more important and what i get was a bunch of excuses.
dont look for me only when you are trouble.
stop saying words that would perice through my heart.
i aint superwomen; i cant be always there.

sisters i know that day you try very heart to cheer me up(:
i apperciated it! x3
was uberly depress and then super high later on.
went to find amanda at pizzahut; she was working there.
ate quite a lot.. was feeling much better then.
brought some snacks and chiong down to katong to ktv.
the sun was super hot that day;
very uberlicious high during that singing session.
cat fights happened crying flew down and lots lots.
just that shortly few hours we were like? siao?
laughs.
then tricia and my heels were kiling us;
so we decided to walk around without shoe !
i think we were too high,
quite late le plus the shop all close and hardly anyone was there too.

9aug; went to shop at parkway stop at the wrong stop and landed at geylang=.=
then went to marina south.
meet junyu and his friends there. crap all the way home.
then saw xuanlong and karhee at inter.