nth much happen this few days.
school had celebrate racial harmony on monday..
will be able to buy traditional food till Wednesday.
but sadly I won't going to school on Wednesday.
So only have the chance today.
want to talk about my emotional side today.

ilovethewayiam.
ilovethewayyouaint.
butiloveyouforyoualone.
youdontunderstand.
neitherwilli.
thebothofusdidnthavethecouragetoask.
youaretheguy.
imthegirl.
itmaymakesnodifferenttoyoubutformeitdoes.
andalot.
themailbox,ishallleaveitempty.
andforever.
theletteritwontbesendout.
myhearttooisgonethisway.
ihopeyouarethewayiam.
foralongtobewithyousomuch.
ihateyou.

Today, at cell had a great time.
It was awesome :D
PRAYed PRAYed and PRAYed.
i never knew i had that much saliva.
cookies were given out.
too hard they say ><
nic's ITE shirt=,=
see Nic, i treat you so good.
didn't post your face up !
so you have no excuse for hating me.

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Bang !
hello cuppycake, surprise to see your photo here?
PS:I like this photo of yours. I stole it from your friendster thou.
Please go get a Doctor and give you a proper checkup.
Don't keep on giving yourself negative thoughts.
The Gina I know will most probably only be diagnose of mental illness due to being too hyper. understand ?
Takecare of yourself and remember I'm still a fan of your blog.
//To continue living on for the things you love on earth.
//To continue being cheerful for those who awaits for your smile.
///To continue blogging for me !
I'm sure theres alot out there who thinks the same as I do.
and its not fair, I haven't gave you any cupcakes !

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BANG BANG !
hello love/twinnie.
I recall we are moodswings twinnie.
I don't mdswg often now.
but i know you still do, and alot.
I hate it whenever you quarrel with gl and still have to turn around and give a smile to me, to the world.
I appreciated the fact that you didn't want me to worry and smile all th way. i do.
But the more it hurts me to see you going around this way.
I really don't mind if you just break down and cry.
Don't worry about the burdens, stress and pressure, for they don't even give a dammd about you.
Even the strongest people have their darkest moments.
and i know you do.
but as long each time you know you have fall then learn how to crawl up to continue running.
You will realise it is all worthwhile.
//Quarrels exists for more love to enter,.
//Hatred exists only for love to extinguish it.
///only because of love you have experience the sweetness and bitterness of the world.
Love exists to stand out it sweetness from hatred.
Hatred exists to stand out the bitterness from love.
So never give up on what you love, cause when theres no love, you know you will be so empty within.
After all these words, I know you will get what I mean.

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neverknewitwillhurtsomuch.
iknewyouarealwaysthere.
itjustseemsohardtocommunicate.
wethinkdifferently.
ourmindsetsseemtobesofarapart.
ifindyousochildish.
butidontknowwhyimstilldeeplyinlove.
ihatethefactthatyouaresopetty.
youwillneverunderstandhowmuchiearnfortobewithyou,
ihateyou.

hello EARTHlings, earthLINGS hello (:
alright, I know I'm being typically lame.
sorry for not posting for a few days, but remember I said before I'm not a very consistent blogger ?(:smiles *
here it goes for my three days.
Wednesday-
Woke up at 11.30 when all my fellow classmates are burying their heads deep down into the books :D
was planning to stay at home for the whole day again, I'm still feeling horrible thats why.
BUT, couldn't stand the fact that Prico the hyper tall girl will and had spend two days at home -,-
So went out in the afternoon to get my daily necessaries.
rest home and sleep till night.
woke up > dinner > medicine > sleep.
im almost turning into a pig!

Thursday-
Back school !
still wasn't feeling very well.
Had a very bad stomach pain in the morning.
I almost thought I was going to vomit again.
Lessons seems to get more slack slacker.
During Amaths lesson, teacher brought in a truck full of laptops. (exergrating *)
Left school early and left for the youth discussions, cabbbed there and was 1hour early.
Went to the canteen there and ate.
It was quite interesting yeas.
cabbed home as it was raining.

laptops.

the sticker that have to be print before entering the building.

Friday-
School was really slack.
Amaths used laptops again.
The china people came in to see how our lessons were like.
After school,oral was easy.
Went to seng siong to buy cookie mix.
Homed and bake.

Saturday-
Bringing the cookies over for cell(:

lame, no topic post.

my freakishly figure gone D:
i used to find my figure not good enough.
and now, the current one is even much worst.
stfu me><

I've the sudden urge to blog, yes I'm blogging now.
Having nothing to blog about but I still want to continue this lame post.
Been IN-door for the whole of yesterday.
Slept for about 2/3 of the day :DDDDD
Haven't had a long rest like that since the holiday ended. I only get like 7 minus minus of sleep each day D:
My dark circles ain't improving.
I've just official stop vomiting. By the way, for information.
My Doc give me digest/disorder medicine not eating/disorder medicine.
He suspects I often don't have appetite that lead to skipping of meal or don't eat on time.
Doc wants me to at least drink ribena for energy.
But what I didn't tell him is I skip meals is because I want to slim down.
*****Actually I don't mind getting sick like this often only because i seem to have slim down after so much of vomiting ! *****
really, I swear.
Dad & Mum says that I'm to stress up due to my activities.
They say weekday, school and homework has been giving lots of burden.
Then weekend I still insists on going to church activities don't fall sick also very hard.
I know I'm a cannot take stress person, since young.
For every exams, I walk and talk during my sleeps. =,=
Scary uhs ? but I guess I'm just a perfectionist ?
I know my BMI is already close to getting osteoporosis but I just feel fat, i just want to skip meals to look thinner.
I know I get headache every now and then, my eyesight has worsen but I don't care -,-
I just want to slim down !
Muhahahhahahahaas :D

I'm 15 (:
yes I am.


lazt to type so photo yeas ? ><

SUNFLOWER :D
one of the greatest creation.

Hot pink P.

mushroom klutz.

hellokitty car ! :D

I'm Sick. seriously sick.

Tuesday, had practical F&N.
make cheezy cupcakes.





Wednesday nth much.
Thursday nth much.




Friday outreach > home > dinner > home (:




Just a few more hour to my BIRTHDAY ! :D




I hate to admit the fact that i'm forgotten.
I hate to say my eyes don't work anymore.
I hate the truth.
SCREW YOU, truth.
and lastly, i know its my fault that why this had happen.
But I'm a girl after all. shit.
Unscrew-ed:/


PS: my thumb hurts big time D:

this is for my princess:
you should know who are you !

i made this photo all by myself :D
withloves, XOXO(s).

Yesterday had RAD event.
i wasnt in much of the mood.
It was cool anyway(:
Meet mum after that.
She was reaaly nice yeas, brought my favorite octopus rice.
I love her tons and tons and trucks lots :D




today school and slack and home (:



haven't been in good moods since last week.
I don't know why too.
just feel so fmotional. =.=

yesterday night went to DOME and had dinner(:
the food there was not bad :D
PHOTOS-










today went to do streetE at orchard road.
It was cool and funny (: