thank you 3G

hello people.
I would like to thanks my class 3G.
They are really great :D
I love all.

Especially to :
Natalie.
Wilson.
Tani.
Hamira.
Guyan.
Carina.
Huimei.
Jannah.
Haryati.
Zakiyah.
Sinyee.
Jiayi.
Christine.
Haziq.
Preston.
Faiz.
Thanks, for so much for your concern.

friends.

everything is alright now.


im going to take a deep breath from the previous post.
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ROCKS :D

two friends, drifted.

things happened and things drifted.
to joleen& vera, we still are friends, but I'm not sure how to hang out with you two because of the people you are hanging out with.
so sorry. you know my character, i don't like means i simply cant tolerate.
with lots of love.
thats all.

but there is sth I want to make it out loud and clear.
is about the two over-friendly cute people.
LOOK HERE if you find that you had say something behind me and its something about disliking me.
scroll down.(reminded there two ''friends'' and they are not vera & joleen.)
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hello.
Firstly i would want to express my personal feelings.
Both of you are HYPOCRITES.
In front of me, talk as if I was some kind of great friend.
Or maybe your acting skills was too well ?
Or maybe i was so naive to had trust people like the two of you?
you know whats your action called ?
talking BEHIND people's BACK.
maybe you do not know me well enough but you can ask joleen and vera.
If i have not change, if I'm not a Christian, I would have slap you and beat you and tell the whole school how FAKE you are. however that the last time prico.
NOW i don't, i don't wish to dirty my hands, i don't wish to create trouble, i don't wish to break our friendship only because I AM A CHRISTIAN.
you are two lucky girls.
If you do not like me say in the face.
I can accept it and thanks a lot you make me hate him more.
I know his your best friend &everything.
BUT.
The very first time you all come tell me he smoke because of me I did told him not to remember?
I even did try to like him before.
I tried to sms him, i did my best but the feeling just didn't come.
you can ask him.
Unless the both of you want me to be together with him when i don't even have a single freaking feeling for him.
i don't think he would want relationship like that too.
I tried alot of times telling him not to smoke , I even ask him to promise me.
But did he ?
what can i do.
go slap him ?
hack him ?
beat him ?
no right ?
i tried right.
SO don't freaking push all the blame to me.
SO here I AM TELLING YOU IN YOUR FACE.
you felt guilty thats why you are here.
you scrolled down remember.
If you would like to talk to me, I would definitely be glad and happy to tell you face to face.
CAUSE I DON'T DO TALKING BEHING BACKS.
&I'M NOT A COWARD.
you matter how much you are friendly, in my eyes, i know what kind of people are both of you.
thanks man.
To one of you, I don't think the Japan trip will happened with you because of your Talking behind back attitude.
To another, our orphanage wont happened, our backpack trips wont happened, our outings wont happened with you because of your Talking behind back attitude.
You two were great friends, really.
But you spoil your own reputation.
thanks a lot.
thats all.
anyway to inform the both of you before knowing this.
I treat you all as the same position as vera and joleen have.
clearly, now you aren't,

Makeups.

Nothing much happened today.
Had a great chat with Tani once again.
She is the girl always there to listen to me.
:D you ROCK alright !


I'm going to talk about makeup today ! :D
WAHAHHAHAHAHAS.
1. Base & Foundations.
For me it covers my flaws and my ugly tan skin.
I'm currently using the FACE shop products and it really attracts me.
Especially with all the cute covers and box.

foundation(:
base :D

2. eye makeup.
unfortunately i forgot what brand i use.
here are some photo which i think they got chio eye makeup.





3. blushers !
:D one of my favoritism.
4. LIP gloss:D
currently using the FACE shop one too.

got this in my set.
chio colour (:

5. makeup remover.
using the FACE shop one also.


atually there is alot to make up.
just mention a small part of it (:

crazy praise.

today went for cell.
praise was like crazy.

I find nerd people COOL :D
M.

wayne birthday.

>nth much.
>after school rush home.
>went marina.
>celebrated wayne birthday.
>happy birthday.



im confused. shit.

rainbow

only have a short sentence today.
I saw a beautiful rainbow :D
don't know why not satisfy with my blog.

construction, looking for skin.

looking for blogskin now.
in constrcution yeas.

skipped a heartbeat.

I skipped a heartbeat today. the first time. I understand.

Results were half back.
Chinese 31/50 pathetic.
History 7/12 pathetic.
Chemistry 17/25 need to work harder.
Physics 19/25 need to work harder.
Emaths 37/50 overall is 70/100 need to work harder.
waiting for english & amaths & FnN.

I'm quite half neutral and sad actually.
1. Results were not what i want.
2. I know i didn't study hard enough.

The results i wanted-
English B3.
Emaths A1. (Did not achieve only A2.)
Amaths. C5.
Chinese A2. (Did not achieve only B4)
Physics A1. (Achieve but border line only.)
Chemistry A1. (Did not achieve only B3.)
History level 4 or 5. (Achieved but want level 5 more.)
Social studies level 5.
F&N A1.

See i only achieved 2 subjects plus is border line):


today school was alright.
I find myself more in love with basketball !

some random photos.


emo guy, cool hair.

freak !

cool son & dad.

i feel like EATING tarts.

cakes too.

example.

went out today feeling so happy as it didn't rain.
(cause usually it does, those kind of sun rain -,-)
when out early just to avoid it.
took the mrt to douby ghout, guess what.
it wasn't the usual sun rain but a down pour):
was stuck and i couldn't even get close to the bus stop.
wanted to get a umbrella from daiso but no, there wasn't any.
walk around plaza singapura sadly, when i came upon this shop.
The things they sell is GORGEOUS !
really, really, however its dammed dammed expensive.
A paper cut from there cause about $19 already.
Then POOF an idea came out of my head.
Wanted to get vera a present long time ago but didn't know what to buy.
However after seeing this shop, i know what to get for her already.
Have to save money right now.
At least another $100 before i dare step into that shop again.
bye bye peeps.

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
Throwing their love away
I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride
In our private lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

its stated in the picture.

i didn't feel like blogging but don't know why im here.
i hate that i love you.
every time i look at you i just feel like smiling.
but the moment i smile i will wander of my thoughts.
i don't even know you like me a not.
but which is obviously you don't.
i liked i hated you.
craps@#$%$%&
i miss you like crazy.
i hate you terribly.
i feel so weak inside.
i feel like breaking down.
shit.
i don't to fall in love with you.
such much hurt.
where are you ?
contact me soon):

i don't want a umbrella anymore, i prefer raincoats.
Let Go.

Nothing happen this few days.
I went ahead, looking forward.
i found the miracles just by looking forward.
i give up, no more. let go.

does this place really exist ?
if does, i will like to take a stroll there with you.

today church celebrated NDP.
was super hyper ! :D
today message was on preparing for the finest hour.
that tittle seems to have appeared on some kind of movie before-,-
i decided i want to live happily cause i still got JESUS !
He is my Rock which i stand, that will never fail me.

érotique.

i want a weeding dress like this. super hot!


I want a make up like this on my wedding day!


i want this too !


this also :D


this this this (:

i love lace.
seriously, i love it.
its something classic, sexy, beautiful and luxurious.
all so pretty.

BACK :D
went to tampines and ate at cafe cartel .
then went to city hall and walk continuously as a lot of the roads were block.
pass by Singapore river:D :D :D :D :D
ps:it was very steady -,-
reach the esplanade, super happy due to the AIR conditioner!

Took huge loads of photos.white specs.

creations.

it took three times to get this shot.

his tshirt reminds me of the word print -,-

kok hwee first photo with me.

who bring colours to my life.

seriously.

with misses, (:

going out with cell later to celebrate national day!



you dont know how to feel because,
deep within your heart the feelings of me are gone.
the feelings of me have gone because you no longer like me.
i cried again. again. again.
don't know why i got a feeling i lost him big time this round.

today had national day celebration.
it was really nice, but i don't seem to be enjoying.
i cried don't know how many times today.
its freaking how i can get this emotional every time.
and today I'm going to type my emotions in BLACK because i want you to see.
i didn't dare to use black ink in the past only because I'm afraid you will know.
But since i had say what i always wanted to, i got nothing to hold back on anymore.


Mr.T
I have decided not to let my sky turn grey because of you.
that sms wasn't just a confession but a decision for you to make.
& that decision shall decides how I'm going to handle my feelings.
I guess i know your answer and i know now how you really are.
Even if I cry another million times it won't change you
I finally know how insignificant I am in your heart. the words you say, you never meant. the things you do, I don't understand.
I will just treat it as whatever you do and said to me before were actions of a drunken man. Cause every time a drunken man wakes up, he forget whatever he had said before.
You have great friends, they really are.
I know they will be able to help change you.
what I can never do.
They will be able to go through the tough times with you.
what I can never achieve.
I always thought the things i said to you can make a difference.
But i realised the promises you make to me was never meant to be fulfilled.
the one i fall in love with wasn't the present you.
or maybe I didn't understand you at all.
perhaps i was the only one thinking this much.
the final decision i shall make for the both of us.
there wont be a second time for all of this.
i don't like to wait, cause i know how much it will hurt me.
i'm afraid to get hurt, i know you too.
lets just stop all of this.
i wont be able to disturb your life anymore and you wont be affecting me anymore.
i wont cry each time i know what you are doing.
i wont care what will happen to you.
i will make sure my feelings for you will fade.
and you know i meant every word i say. let this be a lesson learnt for me.
cause maybe we were never meant to be.
(: