two friends, drifted.

things happened and things drifted.
to joleen& vera, we still are friends, but I'm not sure how to hang out with you two because of the people you are hanging out with.
so sorry. you know my character, i don't like means i simply cant tolerate.
with lots of love.
thats all.

but there is sth I want to make it out loud and clear.
is about the two over-friendly cute people.
LOOK HERE if you find that you had say something behind me and its something about disliking me.
scroll down.(reminded there two ''friends'' and they are not vera & joleen.)
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hello.
Firstly i would want to express my personal feelings.
Both of you are HYPOCRITES.
In front of me, talk as if I was some kind of great friend.
Or maybe your acting skills was too well ?
Or maybe i was so naive to had trust people like the two of you?
you know whats your action called ?
talking BEHIND people's BACK.
maybe you do not know me well enough but you can ask joleen and vera.
If i have not change, if I'm not a Christian, I would have slap you and beat you and tell the whole school how FAKE you are. however that the last time prico.
NOW i don't, i don't wish to dirty my hands, i don't wish to create trouble, i don't wish to break our friendship only because I AM A CHRISTIAN.
you are two lucky girls.
If you do not like me say in the face.
I can accept it and thanks a lot you make me hate him more.
I know his your best friend &everything.
BUT.
The very first time you all come tell me he smoke because of me I did told him not to remember?
I even did try to like him before.
I tried to sms him, i did my best but the feeling just didn't come.
you can ask him.
Unless the both of you want me to be together with him when i don't even have a single freaking feeling for him.
i don't think he would want relationship like that too.
I tried alot of times telling him not to smoke , I even ask him to promise me.
But did he ?
what can i do.
go slap him ?
hack him ?
beat him ?
no right ?
i tried right.
SO don't freaking push all the blame to me.
SO here I AM TELLING YOU IN YOUR FACE.
you felt guilty thats why you are here.
you scrolled down remember.
If you would like to talk to me, I would definitely be glad and happy to tell you face to face.
CAUSE I DON'T DO TALKING BEHING BACKS.
&I'M NOT A COWARD.
you matter how much you are friendly, in my eyes, i know what kind of people are both of you.
thanks man.
To one of you, I don't think the Japan trip will happened with you because of your Talking behind back attitude.
To another, our orphanage wont happened, our backpack trips wont happened, our outings wont happened with you because of your Talking behind back attitude.
You two were great friends, really.
But you spoil your own reputation.
thanks a lot.
thats all.
anyway to inform the both of you before knowing this.
I treat you all as the same position as vera and joleen have.
clearly, now you aren't,