Emotions go out of control.

Life frame.

I place confidence in every girl that there are three paramount besides religion.
1. Family
2.Studies
3.Love

It's going to be a really PTZY kind of post. Don't rant after reading cause I just proclaim what my post is about. So DON'T TRY TO ACT UNBELIEVABLE.

Family.

Everything at home is alright. Even though they are still strict but I'm mature enough to translate it from nags&scoldings to concern&love. XOXOs *:

Studies.

Anything about this is not fine at all. Really, I meant what I say. I've got to face the fact that I drop from 4th to 21st. I've never in my dreams thought of that position. Wtf, some more is 21st position in 4G which belongs to springfield. Can you imagine I'm competing with top school students? double wtf. Every morning I wake up and walk myself to my mirror and tell myself this: "Oh my gosh, you pathetic loser, a 21st-rian. Please look at the mirror, firstly you ain't pretty, secondly you don't have a figure, thirdly you don't even have brains, you should really just die. Leave this perfect world alone." Okay, I know the mirror part sounds contradicting but somehow my brain process it that way, don't blame my brain please. I know I sound sadistic but this is how I've encourage myself to move on for the past 15 years.Okay, I exaggerated, obviously not the first 4 years la, I'm a human after all, I've been through the baby stages.Please, if you don't know why it's the first 4 years try turning on your tv from some China channel to Sc or like documentaries. They can explain why. I need to become smarter. OMG ) ':

Love.

Okay, what an issue man. Yes, I'm single now. I admit I've been single for almost 3 years and I know if this continues I'm going to be an old hag. Come on but I'm just 15, still got long way to go. Somehow, I still believe that one true love. It is in every girl's dream okay, I'm not acting childish. {That only one, your particular prince charming in white horse will be coming for you, and only you. Please la, I know now a lot mistress craps so I mention ONLY YOU can. Then both of you will live happily ever after plus TAX, BILLS and DEBTS. Its true what, you tell me you don't receive hp bill meh? No need contact prince charming huh? You think telepathy now is the in-est trend huh. } Ya, i also believe in that ring myth too! Oh my, haah ( :