everything just came back to me as if it was just yesterday.
i could still remember every word they say, every movement they make.
its was joshua's birthday chalet remember? last year.
you all say so many hurtful things.
but you know what ?
the most hurtful words werent what gary say,
it was you.
you said: ayes, ppl want cry liaos lorhs.
it was that moment my tears ran down remember?
that incident hunt my down,
make me cry almost every night.
till one day, we patch back then i was able to forget.
remember i did ask you who was the want who started those words.
you said it wasnt you, you keep say it was ian.
i trust you, i believe you.
and why now ? you all have to treat tricia this way ?
and the evidence you all have?
is really ridiculars,
please, you yourself also every time sms msn also like that dexiao ppl.
then ppl play play back also counted as hong ?
it wasnt lah okays.
you finally got me a reason to let go of you.
even though i wasnt waiting for you anymore,
but then you were always somewhere in my heart.
i used to find you a great guy,
thats why im able to fall inlove with you so many times.
i can still remember the first time you hold my hand,
you swing it so hard, as if a little kid.
and you blush so hard, you ddint want to let my hand go until i said so.
perhaps you forgotten le bahs, after holding so many girls hand.
i still remember that night you come to fetch me after tuition.
it was really sweet lah, but you might have already forgotten.
and remember ian birthday cause that day my parents were around simei
then i scare they saw us, you wanted to hold my hand i didnt.
you were so understandeble.
and when times i couldnt contact you,
you didnt complain.
i really apperciate all those.
but then things seem to have proven me wrong,
not just this once.
i know you hardly make promises,
but then got once you said you will learnt from your mistakes
and treat me better?
have you forgotten everything?
and now i learn from the mistake you made.
remember that day marcus prank you.
starting i didnt know anything.
after that i found out, i keep ask marcus to stop.
then marcus say just treat it if he accept you then you two stead lorhs.
if he reject then marcus say is he do want.
but i didnt even want to hear your answer.
or should say i dont dare.
the hurt you gave me was the greatest.
and i couldnt just let my heart fall in someone else love.
everytime i rejected someone else is because of you.
yet i didnt dare to be in love with you anymore.
once bitten, twice shy.
but then now the most scary aint those hurtful words anymore,
not a uncaring boyfriend who dosent treat his girlfriend as one.
i have become numb to those,
the most frightening,
is the sweet things you do.
i remember i told you before, dont treat me so good can.
cause i always fall inlove with you again.
remeber you once ask me how come everytime you jio me i always accept.
cause your sweet things just couldnt make me dont love you.
why do like to treat me good when we are not together,
and when we are together?
i think you shld know bahs.
your love is just to hard for me.
i can still remember everytime i patch back with you there will be ppl
asking me not to , scolding me dumb.
do you even know ?
but i just thought you werent what they say.
but you have proven me wrong bahs.
the times when you call me dear, laopo,
sms sweet thing tell me mushy stuff.
suddenly fell so unreal , so fake, so impossible to me.
you make me cry countlessly..
i finally dare to say out all this out loud,
junxian, i will learn fromt the mistakes you make the.
i want to take back all the iloveyou i had say to you,
all the mushy sms, talks and i will take away my love from you.
Goodbye LOVE;
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